Hello everyone My heart has been heavy lately...I dont have many people in my life to vent to about my situation because im ashamed. Im a 31yr old Cis Lesbian that has primarily dated Cis woman my whole life. Well quite a few months ago i decided to try out dating Transwoman,Been on a few dates with some amazing woman...Well i met a lady who was truly wonderful,We hit it off and started dating,Fast forward a few months into our relationship she told me we should try out physical intimacy. I told her i am not comfortable with that,But if she needs that she can see other people to meet her needs,Well to make a long story short she pressured me to "Try it Out...I wont know if i like it unless i try it" as she said. I was MADE IT CLEAR that i do not want penetration,She agreed for the first half then towards the end she penetrated me vaginally and ejaculated inside of me,I was FURIOUS,Told her to get the hell out! I Well long story short I got pregnant and had an abortion. Been so sad.