I honestly hate seeing people i know post about suicidal awareness month. Cuz it all feels like an act to me when they post it on their stories. Like you would never care about if someone was going thru that. Everyone knew me and knew I was alone in HS and didn't do anything. Say anything. They only ever came up to me and ask "u still feeling depressed?" And move on. Didn't invite me to friend groups. Didn't make me feel included when I did. I'd ask to come along with them. Leave me on the side. So I hate how people try to act like they care about that stuff. You wouldn't even know it if someone was going thru that or maybe you just wouldn't care. And then when u find out someone killed themselves that u slightly knew they would all act like it is sad and that they did know the person. Its stupid. Like yeah its sad but do you have a right to try to act like u knew them? If I killed myself I wouldn't want people to act like that idk