I'm afraid. I know better days will come. I know i'll be ok. but i'm scared i'm just faking it all.. am i over reacting? no one gets and believes me.. and now i'm suddenly struggling with weird thoughts that make me think I might be a psychopath.. i hope it'll solve itself out or something. that ill get a diagnosis or something. that ill be understood. i want to talk to my therapist about those thoughts, but even writing to a bot gives me an anxeity attack. i hope by the time youre reading this, everything will be alright.
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