"At least your not failing, its just a C." Im tired of being mediocre. I want to excel at something. Or at least be bad at something. Im always in the middle. Never the top or bottom. Im tired of being "good" at something. Im tired of being "acceptable" at something. I just want to be good or bad. Why am I always exceptional? Why am I never "more than enough" ? Why am I never "terrible" ? Im always in the middle. Never great, never bad, just average.