getting help terrifies me. i don't understand myself, and if i did i wouldn't be here. i want to be special, i want to be loved, i want to love myself but i fucking hate myself. i want to die i wouldn't go through with it, obviously, but i want to die. i think i just want it all to be over, for there to be proof of my suffering.
Write it down. Let it go. No account, no name.
I’m in love with someone else..
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Rant #23582 · about 19 hours agoI'm just scared and full of anxiety that will I get it will I be able to do it all in the...
Rant #23579 · about 20 hours agoFuc. Kkkkk Got work to do, 1hour and 10 min left and cant do shhhiiitttt
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