I'm just scared and full of anxiety that will I get it will I be able to do it all in the specified time idk it's just too much pressure that I do nothing and sit getting distracted I'm so nervous I know what I need to do to get it but still I don't do it why idk I just keep procrastinating being in the loop again and again fuckass fuck this I'm gonna get it how idk but I'm gonna overcome i will not give up this time I will fight it all and get what I want fuck the anxiety it's gonna pass away it's not the real me it's the illusion i created to escape the stress I will not let it be me