I don't even know what I want to do anymore crying it out or ranting here isn't doing anything I just want all the things causing me stress to be dealt with and not cause me any more problems I'm stick in place be cause too many things are keeping me in there so nothing collapses but I can't fo move and not be stuck Crying is supposed to help you release stress but I can't even do that and all it does is give me more problems like headaches a dry mouth and throat clogged nose harder to see with puffy eyes Can't I just get even one person to lean on why are none of the adults elders in my life like that why are they the ones giving me problems until I can't shoulder it anymore and even when I try not to sink keep swimming stay afloat I'm being pulled down and drowning with them but all they'll see is that I've been kept safe and taken care of they're not even aware that we know that I know their problems because we're dealing cleaning up after the stuff theyve gotten us stuck in