I wish i was more intelligent. Seeing everyone getting ahead while i rot in my room, trying but getting nothing. At this point i just wish i was never born. I'm a burden to my family. I occupy so much space it sickens me. I wish i was dead but I'm too much of a coward to die. And if i die, what will happen to my family? If i don't die and keep grinding and reach a future that confirms that i shouldn't have come this far, what will i do...? I dont know where to take this heaviness in my chest. It's so heavy i can barely breathe.
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