Fucking typical. I always thought my life would be so much better if I had ADHD. I would be so hyper and energetic that I could get my room tidy within a day. I would be so forgetful and easily distracted that someone could criticise me and 2 minutes later I'll have forgotten all about it. I would be so talkative that people will actually want me around. Turns out I actually have ADHD and that's why I can't get my room tidy (overwhelm and executive dysfunction and tiredness from thinking lots). That's why I don't ever forget criticism (rejection sensitive dysphoria). That's why I can't think of anything to say (I can't hold a thought long enough to put it into words) I want what I used to think ADHD was. Maybe it is for some. Not for me though