Rant #22857

i miss her. she was my first everything, and even though it's been over half a year every time i see her it hurts. she doesn't seem to even notice me anymore, and when we have to sit together in class it's silent, but when she's with other people she's always laughing and talking. i feel so guilty for whatever i did to make her not want to talk. i just wish i could see her smile at me again.