idk.. idk why am i crying abt this.. i cry just because i cant be a trans masc.. no one know this, just me.. i cant bring myself to tell my friends, theyre like a family to me since im a neglected child but i cant.. this is too much, idk how theyre going to react when i said this.. the fact that i wanna be a trans masc while im a muslim?? i love my religion, really! ..i just feel like im on edge rn, like idk if i should jump or not