I hurt the people Im closest to all the time. I wish I could say its never a conscious thought. Im scared of being open about what i want and what i feel, so i do what i want anyways. I lie and push and pull amd take people for granted. I regret all of it but i still cant find it in myself to stop it. I feel like a disgusting beast that needs to be put down. All i do is bite. I always wanted to leave this world a better place, why am I so awful?
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