I’m ruining my own life atp. I moved to a new town but i feel like my new friends are going too fast in our relationship and i honestly don’t really care abt them bc they don’t care abt me and my old friends don’t talk to me anymore. BOOM. No friends. I think sex and having sex is kinda gross and shit (it’s a natural human thing, ik, i just don’t like the idea of ME having sex) but i keep sexting people I don’t even like and I’ve seen more dicks and tits than a text back from my old friends. BOOM. I hate myself and I keep hurting myself. I kinda reached out for help with my depression and shit and now I probably can’t do Halloween stuff with my old friends because im prob gonna be in a mental hospital. I’m fucking ruining my own life and I hate it so fucking much. I hate it I hate it I hate it I just want someone to talk to that accepts me for me. I don’t want to talk about my fantasies to a 24 year old man when im only 14. I just want to be happy again. Is that too much to ask for?