I’m sitting here crying it’s near midnight and I can’t fucking stop. I had 2 friends named Christina and Brook and they were my everything. All my best memories before my mental health deteriorated as much as it did was with them I loved them to shreds and was there for them forever regardless and then Christina had to move and had to cut contact. I’ve been texting her old number pretending it’s her knowing she’ll never respond. Then Brook told me she doesn’t like me anymore won’t look at me won’t treat me like a person and told me I’m sick. I was there for her at her lowest she was going to kill herself and I was there I helped day in and out and the moment I started asking for a little compassion I was cruel. I have no one now. I’m so hungry and I can’t sleep or stop crying how I wish I could tell Brook one last time I love her but she wouldn’t listen I’m so so sorry