I think my friend likes me romantically, and i think i like him too, but im scared that im reading too deep into our texts and making a big deal out of nothing, what if he doesnt like me back, that would make the friendship awkward but i also dont know what to do if he actually does like me, i suck at asking someone out, and i know he wont ever ask me out, we're both aroace, and he was the one who helped me make a promise to myself to not go into another relationship cause all 8 of my ex's were in some form either abusive or neglective. I dont know what to do.