I feel like I really have no one. I'm young and I know this is a time where a lot of things are changing so I understand that it's like this for everyone but it really doesn't feel like it. My best friend of 7 something years, gone. She lives 10 minutes away but we won't even send each other a text. She works at the place I go to after a study session. I feel cowardly to even go to the library anymore because if I get food from there I don't want to face her. I didn't do anything wrong; it's her mother's issue and our parents aren't speaking so it's just passed down onto us. Besides that, school is so difficult. Academically I'm fine, and no matter the academic stress I can pull through. But I have no one. I have friends but everyone else has their person and the one person who was supposed to be my person is not my person anymore. She never really was my person but I'm so lonely. I love my family but no one is here. It never feels like it'll get better either. College is gonna be hard