My phone just recently gave up. The LCD has already gone black, making it completely inaccessible for all of the files inside it. Im on my laptop as I'm typing this. I told abt it to my grandma, and I'm hoping for financial help for it since I always use this for our school purposes (especially since I am the class president of our class; I always have to be active and check for updates), and guess what? She blames me for it.. well, I mean it is my fault for overusing it. But she doesnt know that most of the time i use it for my own coping mechanism... not just for studies. Its been so long that Ive been suffering mentally in this household. Like everything that I fail to protect properly, its always gonna be my fault... She always drags my past into the present, telling me how much of a bad daughter I became. As if it has a connection to my own problem which is the phone. Now Im struggling to think of a way to earn money by myself without them knowing... Im so so desperate rn..