my family loves me soooooo much. I told them I was gonna pass out and my mother said "well you have to carry the bag back to the car" (her hands free btw) and then when I make one small request suddenly im a big fucking bitch and they go "okay! jeez" and then roll their eyes at me then they always say "ive never done anything to make you feel unloved" I actually want to kms. im fat, nothing ever fits me. I should just die and save my family all the trouble. we went school shopping FOR ME and I got one pair of pants and my sister got 3 pairs of pants and 4 shirts like jfc should I js die since yall dgaf abt me okk