I hate my mom so much. Well maybe hate is tooo strong of a word but whatever dude. She's someone I havent seen in years and I'm grateful for that. Growing up, (based on what I remember I cant remember a good chunk of my life before the age of 11) she treated us, me and my older brother, awfully. Didnt give us our basic needs, often hit us, and idk about my brother, but she would often mock or make fun of me, especially when it came to my hobbies, mainly drawing, like she would make fun of the art I made and mock it along with whatever boyfriend she has at the time while I'd stand there humiliated and ashamed. She's also just a BIG FAT LIAR. Lied to us about everything and she'd also just dump her problems on me, crying to me about stuff a child should NOT be told about. ALLL of that just to dip, choosing drugs over us. Shes messed me up. Why doesnt she care? We're we not good enough? i hate her. And i'm almost always compared to her and I hate it. I cant end up like her.