it’s actually so hard living day to day nowadays, my addiction just keeps getting worse and worse and worse. I’ve been like this ever since I’ve been exposed to nsfw when I was 9 and it’s genuinely the worst thing ever. I try to control myself and stop, and sometimes I do, but most of the time I end up going through with what I planned to do anyway. And then every single time I end up relapsing and going back to it, I end up h@rming myself because I just feel like a weirdo. I genuinely don’t know how much longer it’ll take me to finally quit this addiction once and for all, and everytime I’ve quit — it’s been good but nowadays I just can’t even quit, not even 2 weeks without relapsing again and again, but maybe this time it’ll be different. At least I hope.