when i realize i no longer have a reason to live anymore so i just lay in bed crying late at night ❤️❤️❤️❤️ everyone ends up forgetting me anyways!!! it always leads back to isolation!!! i don't have a best friend anymore because they were a horrible person!! all my close friends have partners and/or best friends!! my own partner never interacts with me unless I do first!! my family could care less if i disappeared!! i should just die honestly!!!!!!!! i really wanna die or just lay in bed rotting ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️