Hey f.g. Glad to say your doing a little better. Hang in there for me okay? I know it's hard and it hurts but it's not worth it. As I like to say to people sometimes, It may be bad today, but what if it's better tomorrow? You won't know unless you live until then. There will be a day you will be happy. And you never know when you will be genuinely happy unless you keep living to see that day. That day that could be near or far in the future is worth living for. So keep going and one day, whether close or far, you'll be happy. That's a promise. -Astro