my dog has been shaking and losing balance lately. I’ve taken him to the vet’s several times and I’ve only just been directed to neurology. A week prior to this, I had a stupid dream where I dreamt our boy never made it to our new house, with our nice garden in it. I’m terrified that, after spending so long in a flat and feeling awful he didn’t have a garden to run around in…and finally getting a house with a nice garden for him…that he’ll die before he would even see it. And I know how I’m spiralling and likely, he’ll come out of the MRI okay and we’ll get an answer. But I love my boy so much and it would be the topper to really shit year to lose him. I wanted a garden for him. I want him to be around to enjoy it. I want him to explore our new house and realise he has way more room now. And we have hiking trails nearby that are perfect for him. Please, Teddy, please be okay.