one, i'm pissed at work because today people decided to be assholes and completely change their mind on what they want. and somehow it's our fault. it's annoying. two, i have to maintain boundaries for the kind of relationship i want, and i'm willing to lose a connection for the type of dynamic i want. i'm tired of compromising what i desire for someone else and because i'm too scared or sad to start over. so tired. because the other person always wins, i always lose and i'm never happy. i want to be happy.