everyday keeps getting worse and worse. my grades drop, my social life deteriorates, my physical body is worsening a lot. and all of this isn't helping my brain too. i go home to a house that can't even welcome me, i have nothing, nowhere, no one to call "home". i just with this could all end. i bring pain to everyone i meet. all of my actions leading up to this has been a mistake. i just don't see a bright future ahead of me as a fifteen-year-old. i'm a dorkass stupid fat chud disappointment.