Life is... its a lot. I can never seem to grasp the concept of it. Maybe there isnt one. Maybe we are all doom to just naviguate blindly through it. Although some people seem to get it tho. Between studying, working, friends, family, classes, worrying about the future, about wars, the climate... im starting to think that the world is maybe a not so good place. and it sickens me, because i dont want to loose faith in the people, but seeing countless of population die of hunger and children being bombed... How can we live in a world like this. How can I go to school and act like its okay? Like the Epstein files arent released? Like the world isnt burning into a crips because of the billionaires while the most at risk people die instead? Its not fair. But mostly, its not human. I cant even begin to explain how it makes me sick to my stomach, and all I can do is worry about my test tommorow that i didnt even study for because I am venting on a random site or else I'll just swallow my anger