Sometimes it feels like being the obedient child hurts more than it should've. At first I just wanted to ease the burdens of my mom, and I suceeded. But I don't know why hearing the words "I never had to worry about you" from her didn't please me as much I thought it would've. Don't get me wrong, I love that I get to help my mom, that's why I'm not so sure why I feel this way. I am applying for my university application, and I needed requirements from her, but every time I called her, she is always busy and kept up in my brothers bussiness. It's not as bad as you would think by this paragraph though, my mom is such a great person. That's what keeps me up the most, I feel so bad feeling this way and I don't know where to put this feeling onto.