Almost cut myself again last night but I didn't. I feel so stupid, I still tell people I'm 3 years clean I'm better now but the truth is I relapsed last year and get close to doing it again all the time. Nothing is even happening to trigger it, but I have this craving that comes for me almost every month. I feel like everything is going to come crashing down. I wanna see the blood again.
Write it down. Let it go. No account, no name.
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