does anyone else have hyperfixations so intense that for literally months on end they are all i can think about i GENUINELY cant go to sleep without having watched an episode or an edit or like what im trying to say is i cant sleep until ive consumed a piece of media regarding my hyperfixation i think ab them ALL the time i relate everything to them they are in everything i do i see them everywhere and when i say these things i MEAN it not a second goes by when im not thinking of them and i js love it so much it brings me PAIN like it actually hurts my chest to think ab them but i just love them sm and its kinda a bad thing but idk the joy they bring me makes it worth it i think idk but im js so sad what if the episodes start to get boring from rewatching them sm and i run out of fanfics or podcasts or edits to watch what if theres not enough of it for me idk idk its bad but i love it sm idk what to do but i love them idk what i would do without them