Rant #2205

Idek how to start this. But my ex raped me and he has a trial coming up, and my mom won't let me testify. And I think he's honestly going to get away with it. (Hes 28 im 14) hes trying to saying I didn't scream no, and he's trying to say he didn't know my age. I just want him to tell the truth for once in his life for once. He got me pregnant even tho I had a miscarriage that still affects me. I just want him to admit what he did and stop playing the victim