i want to kill myself, but i want to live. i really do want to live. but im so tired, im so fucking tired. no matter how hard i try, no matter anything i do, no one fucking wants me. im no ones first choice, and no one wants to know who i am really. what is it that makes every single person better than i am? more likeable, more fucking loved, even if they have a shitty personality. im the clown with no friends. i make people laugh, i make them gifts, i try so hard. i try so, so hard. its terrible.
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