broke things off w a guy recently bc he wanted kids one day and i don’t. my resentment towards children lately has been disgusting. i hate it. i see videos of happy family's, i scroll so fucking fast. my nieces birthday this weekend, i was so glad i had to work instead of go. the worst part?? i love kids. i used to work w them. working w kids was what i did for my first couple of jobs starting at age 13. it is definitely part of why i don’t want them. but there’s hundreds of reasons to not have them. i’m not joking. i could name hundreds if you really wanted me to. i don’t know. it just hurts. i know most people want them. it’s human. i also feel like it’s natural to not want them in a world like this where i have nothing to offer them. like everyone else my reason for bringing them here would be “natural” but still selfish if you really break it down. i know i’m not alone on this but i fear it’s mostly women that would agree. meaning, good luck trying to marry for me! that hurts.