being in love with your ex is not for the weak omg. literally we’ve called alone for hours for two nights in a row and it feels like it felt like it used to the first night and then he got depressed and now he’s being an asshole to me. like i get i ruined it but you don’t have to be an asshole when you said you want to be friends. like i’m so in love with him and it’s so embarassing cause i know this will never happen again and he only views me as a friend. i just don’t understand how it’s so easy for him to move on from a two year relationship. AND we were both each others first loves. i’m literally so annoyed bc i’m still in love with him and i can’t get over him even though he treated me like shit