my ex didnt communicate with me that he had problems with me, now he cut me off, told basically everyone he knew i was friends with about some bullshit about me, all because he never bothered to communicate and see if me being avoidant was a sign i needed help. what am i supposed to do now? cut it out? get drunk so i forget about it for a bit? smoke cigarettes until it numbs my feelings? eat the tylenol bottle for breakfast? i lost my best friend of 3 years, and basically all of my online friends and probably all of my irl friends that actually cared about me. the 7th grade slump is real, and it hit like a god damn semi-truck for me. i feel like im pulling the victim card, but it was truly my fault i couldnt communicate my feelings and overanalyze every interaction with my ex after we broke up so we couldve stayed friends.