Its the middle of the night and i cant sleep because of anxiety. I have anxiety about a lot of things these days. Work. Friendships. Relationship. Family. Lately its been about my house. Its a mess. Nobody has been doing anything and the thought of continuing to tackle this stuff on my own has been very taxing on me. Up until today, i havent done anything to fix it. Ive got repair people coming over to take a look at my ceiling after some water damage and the anxiety of them seeing the condition my livingspace is in thanks to my roommates made me clean up some of the most visually cluttering things. Only now, its 2:58 am and i have work in the morning. I need to sleep but all i can think about is getting more shit done and its driving me up a wall. I wish my roommates would help me out but nobody save for me and one other person is doing anything to get shit done around here. I want to move far away and never come back. I think about it daily. Thats all for now. Good night.