yes I know, streamers aren't your friends, internet creatives are literally people with different exact experiences than you, nobody is obligated to be nice online without force whatever whatever. It was a 10 sec joke and they have no idea who you are whatever whatever. So you know Whispy? Verity VA. ThatMob, Twixxel, KingOfCups, Jamesto, that shit. I've been getting into it, G&T high school and parents and etc.. it's nice to be able to zone out and watch funny minecrafters fuck around. midway through Whispy goes "oh rubbing your fat belly 200lbs" for a. while. after someone calls him stupid and it's like oh hey I'm 200 pounds hi. hi I'm 200lbs hi. and fine it doesn't matter, he's a youtuber that I can shut off all emotional connection to relatively easily in the end. but man it sucks to get flashbanged with fatphobia. no I get it haha my body's an insult so funny haha. this is shit my mom got abused about. yeah "bean soup I don't like beans" I'll still probably watch sikayd bs