200 pounds bitchesssss. Or 197.2, but hey, I was 195, they rank up fast! #SwimTeamDiet without a #SwimTeamPracticeRate and #ASummerLongBreak, so now at 14 after I've stopped growing tall with mt good, I'm now growing out!! Now this sounds stupid, who cares, this is bullshit they try to prevent in social and emotional health, yada yada. But you don't notice it until you get that weight! Until you're clinically obese you're like "oh diet culture is stupid asshole stuff you see in misogynist magazines" and then your health and fitness teacher starts trying to fail you. And you notice all those "disney adult stupid american discord creep etc." images and they're all fat adults and now I'm a bitch with a neck fold and ooooh all the body positivity in the world doesn't do shit if the stupid BMI that only recorded white people doesn't die. If the discord kitten meme doesn't die right now. and all the chairs and clothes you can't fit and the doctors who say you need to get smaller.