im scared of dying yet i always imagine if someone would miss me if i die?, what would my future be if i dont harm myself?. I already have everything and im grateful for it but at same time i feel like a burden to my parents. My oldest siblings already have succesful job and the other living abroad and im the youngest currently in highschool. I felt like a burden seeing my parents given up on me i know their tired but im also their daughter too?, my brother who had a job started was the one taking care of me now im super grateful for him and i try my best not thinking any suicidal things for him, ive been clean for 4 months staying with him since im scared to see him looking at my room and seeing the razor with blood on it.
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