i just entered into my senior year of highschool, and i'm deeply unhappy. my sat is tomorrow; i know i'm gonna to awfully on the math portion. people keep saying that sat scores don't matter too much, but they absolutely do when your dream college requires them. also, i wanna do vet medicine, a notoriously difficult major. am i smart enough for that? probably not. am i dreaming too big? absolutely. but if i struggle majoring in this, my plan b is suicide. it always has been. i'm scared that i'm heading there already.