I hate my body. I'm not obese, but I'm still fat. All of my friends say I'm not and get confused when I say I want to lose weight, but it's because my hoodie hides it. But my parents don't buy healthy food, so I can't go on the diet I want. I don't have the motivation for working out, or maybe I'm just lazy, I don't know. I try to cut down on how much I eat, but I stress eat and eat out of boredom, both habits I'm trying to get rid of. At this rate, I just want to starve myself. I wonder how long I'd last. But I don't want the medical bill to go to my parents, they don't have the money for that. Maybe when I move out next year. No one can stop me then.
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