My sister fucking humiliating me for my friends and none of them came to medicine she kind of had me sit alone then I called my mom and then I went home and cried and only one person asked why I left early and can you make sure I was okay but the other two that I thought I could trust did not ask if I was okay or anything they were just like oh I hope I can see you next week at all and it was just a little bit like frustrating or nothing I don't know why and I run a note to my boyfriend kind of renting the him about things but yeah and then on top of that people were just people today I guess it just Lokey fucking sucked didn't get stood up to like no one defended me or anything only person besides that from the kid was my boyfriend and he wants to know what happened probably tomorrow if I tell him it happens but yeah I just want to go cry but it is like almost one of the motherfucking morning and I need to go to sleep soon I don't think I can because of all this going on in my head an