I have a crush on my online friend. Ok I know it’s weird, but genuinely they are literally me but the opposite gender, I know a lot and them and they know a lot about me, I’m pretty sure we both know what each other look like too. I’ve known them for 1 and a bit years now and this feeling has been ongoing for literally I wanna say 6-7 months now. I feel so disgusting at myself for feeling this way about them, I think this all steamed from the fact I can’t pull for shit irl and when I was rejected by another person and I used it as a way to cope like a pretend crush(it’s weird I’m aware) and now it’s has grown into a real proper crush. I will probably never act on any feelings unless the small chance they like me or show signs of it. I dunno I just feel disgust at myself for liking a person through a screen Okay I’m sorry this is such a silly issue