Daya, I wish I never met you, you are all I think despite it being years now and I know you don’t give a fuck about me. Love that you had to resort to blocking me. You played me, lead me on, made me feel like I was an inconvenience in your life, I never felt I was a priority, just annoying inconvenience in your busy day. When I met you, I was at my lowest I have ever been in life and for brief moment you changed that, I never felt more alive. It felt like I was waiting my whole life for this moment to happen and I couldn’t believe it and at the same time I never felt peace in our connection because I had fear that it won’t last and I was right. Life would have been easier if I never met you, it might have been the only time where my hope was hanging on by a very loose thread. You made me think I had a chance with you and you even told me you were thinking too of asking me to be your girlfriend just after I asked. I don’t know why you did that to me.