I love my dad even though he's a terrible person. I know what he did and the things he didn't tell me but I can't grow to lose contact with him well, because he's my dad. I didn't realize how uninvolved he was in my life until people started talking about doing stuff with their dad, going on walks or even just going shopping. I get so jealous and I hate it. my parents split 3 years ago and I get to see him every few months but I just miss him so much and I hate it. I know it's bad to miss him but he's my dad