i was in an abusive relationship for 5 years and when i broke it off around 2016-2017 he wouldn't stop harassing me among other many vile things. i haven't spoken to him since i broke things off but he still finds ways to this day to contact me to remind me about how horrible of a person i am in his mind. he used dark web tools to post on multiple forums with my name, address, and vulgar messages so it appears on google when you search my name. i feel like i can't live without having the fear of what he might do to me one day. the worst part is i have tried to involve the police, even the FBI, and they have not done anything about it because "i have not been physically harmed" by him. i have little hope anything will ever be done, and i know he will stalk me and be a dark reminder for me for probably the rest of my life. I'm trying to compile everything hes ever sent to me or said to me that i still have saved. I deleted most of it because it was extremely triggering.