My boyfriend of 1 year 5 months and 1 week had been getting more and more distanced recently and while we were dating a few months back he had a crush on a friend that hurt me quite a bit and I didn't know what to do and it broke some of the trust that I had for him and I started to question if he still liked that person and being a person with BPD major anxiety and major depression I would ever think a lot and that wore on him rightfully so, so I told him that I need a break to work on myself and my mental health and he started to flip out on me saying it was ironic that I had just bougt us rings just to break up with him and I said that I wasn't breaking up I was just taking a break for a little while and he said I was never going to change and that I've been mature and childish and that even thinking from my point of view it was still childish and a bunch of other things that really really hurt he was the love of my life and I don't know what to do anymore