I have something in mind that I couldn't stop thinking about since mid January. I can't stop thinking about death... it's not because I want to, but because i'm extremely scared of it. I'm scared of death.. lkke why would we have the opportunity to live when one day were going to die..? why would we have to suffer death? I hate it. I can't stop thinking about it because everyday i aske myself "what will my life be like after I die..? what does it feel to have myself buried unconscious..? " im really having anxiety because of that.. i can't focus on my studies.. i get really low grades... im super bothered by it every single day.. I wish death, age and sickness doesn't exist.. people i know thinks its normal for a human and animal being.