I’m not sure if I’m trans? I’m a woman and I do think I look kinda somewhat pretty, but I’m not confident since I’m a girl, when I image I’m a man, I feel much more confident doing stuff and going places. I like suits more than dresses or such, and I feel embarrassed when people I know see me in a tight pink shirt since I feel like it’s not right, it’s not comfortable and I feel like I look ridiculous. When I wear what could be seen as masculine shirts, I don’t care how others see me much, I just hope that they don’t see me as a woman. It’s not because I dislike women, but because I feel like it’s just right with me and also because a lot of men and women stare at me with judgement when I look more “girly” or even just neutral. If I were a man, nobody would judge me for being ugly or stupid, they would see it as endearing, and if I were pretty and smart, they would just see me as a classy guy and still like me. I understand men have their own troubles, but it just seems easier for me.