Why should I even try anymore? It never does anything. Therapy is just another failed attempt to fix me. I’ve been going for four years. I hate going more and more each time. I dread going there, knowing that I’ll have to mask my emotions the best I can just so I won’t get sent to a mental hospital. I can’t risk breaking down. I can’t risk revealing anything I’m truly feeling. Fuck therapy. Its a waste of money and just makes me feel even more shitty. If only my parents realized that.