I feel a cold hatred for the world around me. No, not the world itself, but the people. Everyone who has witnessed me drown in my own blood, made my life a living hell, said anything nasty about me, spread rumors, harassed me, bullied me, abused me, manipulated me, and so on. How could anything in this place get better? I say I hate everyone around me, which I do, (Mostly everyone) but it’s myself that I despise the most. Why? Why is the world like this? Why has this all happened to me? What did I do? Why does it keep happening? No one is here to answer my questions. All I ask is that someone sees how much I’m hurting, when nobody else did.